news videos, cooking, canceling, cold and selena gomez

i realized why i suck so much at writing posts. i whine too much. in fact. all i do is whine. i think i've only had one post that i was "proud" of. and it's kinda so lame that i won't even actually name it.

but hey! why stop what i already do? even if i suck at it? heh. wistful thinking. have some random rants

why is heidi montag so "popular"? i find her so annoying, and i didn't even watch the hills. how dare she compare herself to britney? i wish tabloids and paps would stop enabling them. i don't believe miss universe actually had her perform. just to stop some of the madness, i'll take out the next paragraph i had ranting about her, and remove her name from the title. oh man, i'd almost become an enabler.

why do so many news sites use videos? thank goodness that they still have normal articles, but seriously, sometimes i wish they would transcribe their videos because i hate watching videos because they take exactly how long they want to take. i usually read articles in under 30 seconds, unless i think it's important enough for me to actually take the time to peruse the whole thing. i typically don't even read the whole article (unless you know, i know the person who wrote it). i glean whatever relevant information that is useful to have as either conversation later, or simply a database of events. this is completely roadblocked by videos. oh well, i don't exactly read all the articles anyway so it's not like my database of events is all that complete in any sense or form.

i'm trying to figure out how to cook this summer. and it's been kinda interesting. although now i'm not sure what kinds of foods to try making. i've been pretty successful at not going out to eat for at least week at a time. (i know. what a very sad, insignificant goal)

i think i will cancel my mcat score. i'm no where near as prepared as i wanted to be. but now it's too late to cancel it, and get at least half my money back. so i guess i'll take it for practice and then hit cancel score! at least it'll take some of the stress of preparing out of it. i guess i'll be studying over winterbreak and taking it in january.

chicago has been extremely cold lately. cold enough in fact to trigger mini breathing problems for me.

i wonder if i'll do enough studying to allow myself to watch the wizards movie tonight :P i don't know how i feel about selena gomez and the scene. it's intriguing, but i think disney may have a bit too many stars with shows and bands. what happened to the "one at a time" rule they used to have?

and i definitely change my mind, selena is way cuter than demi lovato. there's something kinda off about demi's smile. but she's only a kid, and i feel bad about judging her about her looks too much.