i realize, that when i'm sad, i need to deal with the feeling. i can't exactly just distract myself with music, or stupid reading, or even ranting/moping to a friend about it. because the truth is, i have to learn to deal with whatever problem i have, because it'll show up again no matter how hard i try to distract myself from it.
i'll feel sad, hours later, after hours of distraction, and have to think about, whoa. where did this feeling come from? why do i feel like this? and it will be misplaced multiple times before i actually come to the correct conclusion. how do i realize that its the correct conclusion, because upon thinking the correct reason, i feel a bit of a wedge stuck into the hurt.
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